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This song is about multiple years of abuse that transpired due to the selfishness of someone that refused to take any blame for their stupid, blind trust in anyone that was willing to say they loved them.

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I stare at the sun more than I look at the moon.
I need to rest my eyes, stop contemplating my own doom.
I swore I was done with my petty disdain.
My childhood was a differently life, yet memories remain.
THey're the frightening cloud that's hung above my head for years.
They're the biggest reason for this sense of foreboding towards my peers.

Would I go back to stop repulsive acts that happened to destroy the last vestige of innocence? A fragment that I misplaced as a boy.
There WAS a time when I was blind to it all.
This misanthropic life of mine may just leave a scar after all...

Should I consider leaving? That's MY primary concern.
I'll probably just bounce back here, at least from what I've learned.
My only pet peev is trying, step five, then back to one.
I look ahead to what comes next like it's a loaded gun.
I'm not scared of dying, it's the thought of all the people I might miss.
Life's the only fight I've struggled through without my fists.

Everywhere that I look is another let down.
Experts concur that they just weren't living for now.
Every sentence I say ends with "I'll see you around."
Parking lots and yearbooks. If dad had kept them around the touchy subjects to more comfortable approach to relate at all.

How could I NOT try to forget the ruinous things that we saw?

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from Holy Water, Sober Thoughts, and An Overactive Imagination, released July 10, 2019
Robyn Daigneault - Percussion, production!
Chris Lutterloah - Lyrics, vocals, guitar.

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Chelsea Hates Me Elgin, South Carolina

Chelsea Hates Me is an experimental solo act made for people who’ve made a lot of mistakes. I retired this project for
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