End Unholy

from Holy Water, Sober Thoughts, and An Overactive Imagination by Chelsea Hates Me

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This song is about the frustration of losing a family member that you used to be really close with. Whether to death, a fight, or just two people fading away from each other and becoming mere memories in a matter of years.

I specifically dedicated it to Brittany. It really tore me up that I didn't get to say bye.

lyrics

End unholy, spread before me with a pain that rattles to the core.
End be spoken from the form that creates and kills it all when bored.

I hope that by the time the two of us lose it all we find a middle ground.
We're flipping through mistakes like pages in a tattered notebook that we found inside the ground.
It tries, it fails again. All I can do to keep it in. There it belongs, and there it stays.
I'm grateful for my friends, as they remain as a distraction. How I long to see a friendly face...

Dirt has shifted, we have drifted too far for your fingertips to clasp around.
Our twisted minds are gifted with a voice that oozes, dripping glass that slices through the lies and flies into the darkest heart where it is never seen again.
I saw it, now I'm blind. I still can't remember times farther inside my riddled head.
It tries, it fails AGAIN. It's all I can do to keep it in.
There it belongs
There it stays.
I'm grateful for my friends, as they remain as a distraction.
How
I
Long
To
See
A
Friendly
Face...

credits

from Holy Water, Sober Thoughts, and An Overactive Imagination, released July 10, 2019
Robyn Daigneault - Percussion and production! (Huge shout out to her for making my fuck-up a count in for the actual song)
Chris Lutterloah - Lyrics, vocals, guitar.

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Chelsea Hates Me Elgin, South Carolina

Chelsea Hates Me is an experimental solo act made for people who’ve made a lot of mistakes. I retired this project for
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Because contrary to THIS stage of my life, I'm now sober, and I've started taking responsibility for what I do. ... more

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